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tralala trilili [19 Mar 2008|10:06am]
[ mood | chipper ]

stoopidos..

aduhhh udah lama gak update krn gak pengen nulis..
abis gak ada yg mao diceritain jugak..

wek

OH ada denk..
gosip LTB gak ada habisnya..
walau gw orang luar circle of trustnya cewek2..seperti kata bernard, murmur knows everything coy..
singaporeans are easy to predict.. hoho kasiaaaaann deh..
mnurut gw mrk agak2 dangkal..at least some of the ppl i kno..
dan juga..age kyknya gak menunjukan tingkat ke dewasaan lo juga..
haha dasar gw emang agak2 cynic..

things are better for me,,even thoo i dont speak much..more almost at all with him anymore..
DASAR MANUSIA ANEH!
im not gonna let my world revolve around him anymore!
capek gw digituin terus.. eventho lots of wonderful memories have been made..
it done..over..finito.. YOOOOSSSHHH!!

yg geje..kemaren gw mo dijodohin cobak..
mo sapa siapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa? mending kasih yg ganteng gituh..
ini gw dikasih si omm mesum..
TIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKK *emoti monyet kaget godek2*

mamih sm tia dateng..
chenankkkk XD

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its been seminggu.... [08 Mar 2008|01:17pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | songs going on in my head.. ]

WAKAKAKAKA

seminggu setelah gaya..
seminggu setelah MAJAEMO dimulai..
seminggu sehabis midterm break kelar..

OTAK GW KEKNYA BELOM KONEK NIH!
*well apparently not always sih.. keknya 2 hr ini udah mulai anget lagih kekeke*

sehabis midterm econs yang luar biasa sialannya..GW SM ALISSA BEGAJULANS kmareeeeeeeeeennn!
kami berjalan kemana kaki kami membawa..
pesta cemilan..nyomot dr satu tempat ke tempat lain..
masuk ke prada.. *WUIHHHH*
kantongku pun bolong *ampe decline cobak kartu OCBC gw*

gpp deh... demi kelancaran otakku..
mudah2an abis ini bisa konsen lagiiihhhh!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
i think i need another fresh someone that i can talk to..but i dun wanna sound u know.. lyk that someone-who-just-mins-ur-own-business-dun-ask-me-bout-stuffs..
klo dalam bahasa indonya..SKSD!! wakakakakaka..

after gaya...i felt a bond with everyone..maybe that's the main goal of the event..
bring every individual on SMUKI together and make up a family bond..
well congrats.. because IT WORKS SOOOO WELL!
o yeaaa..CONGRATS TO SMUKI THAT SWEPT THE MOST OUTSTANDING CCA AWARD FROM SMUSA!!!!
i cant believe that a small CCA like us could do such thing XD *ngmg gini bisa dimarahin jaenny nih*

Indonesiansss~ be proud that we are a nation who possessed rich and beautiful culture..
kultur kita merupakan sebuah karunia yang sangat besaaarrrrr!! *bandingin aj sama singapur..*
btw..SMUKI merupakan salah satu CCA etnik [klo dibilang rasis kan gak enak] yang menang award ini lohhh.. yoiiihh! indian sama malay culture club aja kalah cobaakkkk..

BE PROUD!!! srsly... XD

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*sigh* [03 Mar 2008|01:44am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Gajah Mada songs..still ]

WAAAAAAAAAA

udah senen lagi..

GAK MAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

can i repeat this week forever and everrr???
i dont think im ready to get back to reality..

di mailbox, everyone is talking about making MAJATRACK..
aduuhh bikin kangen aja dehhh..

sigh i dont even know what to say anymore..

i spent most of my time today eating, laundry and stuffs, trying to concentrate on studying..then i ended up in my friends place msn-ing, reading mags, eating mcd..and skimming through lil bit of my econs note..

I WANT LAST WEEK TO NEVER END!
I WANT GAYA PRACTICES

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GAYA 2008~an unforgetable night of a spectacular show [01 Mar 2008|11:20pm]
[ music | GAYA 2008 ouverture by The Begajulans ]

 actually im wiritng this on the 2nd of march at 3.30 AM!
naaahh..its okay.. WAKAKAKA
im going to write this before the feeling is gone..thoo i doubt that it will haha!

hari ini..kita semua masih mabok gaya..
WE JUST CANT GET ENOUGH OF IT..
what can i say.. IT WAS A SPECTACULAR SHOW!

banyak hal yang kita telah laluin:

klo mo mikirin salahnya dimana sih, pasti BANYAK BANGET! masih banyakk yg bisa dibuat perfect lagih..namun i gotta say..
IT WAS A HELL OF A SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gw gak nyangka banget GAYA 2008 bakal punya impact sehebat ini ke kita semua *gw yakin gk cuma gw yang ngerasain begini XD*

banyak sih yg gw mo ucapin terima kasih..namun pasti bakal panjang banget..
jadi terharu banget gw liat mesej2 yg ditulis dari kalian2 smua...inbox saya ampe penuh! WAKAKAKAKA
krn surat2 itulah, gw jd mao nulis panjang2 disinih..

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. GAYA 2008 MERUPAKAN SALAH SATU MOMEN DIHIDUP GW YANG PALING BAHAGIA DAN GAK MUNGKIN BANGET GW LUPAIN!
it has bring us together...

you did it, wahai Gajah Mada..
you bring us together under one banner..

recent news after GAYA 2008
:
- mr director agak2 speechless liat tribute dr kita XD
- ada rencana mo buat MAJASOUNDTRACK
- rencanain GAYA 2009 (apakah kini esplanade akan jadi venue kita?)

fiuhhhh *nengok jam menunjukan pukul setengah lima pagi*
udah kena tegor alissa gw td krn saking hotnya gw nulis.. biarin dehh yg penting gw heppi! XP

GOOD NIGHT ALL.. AND THANK YOU FOR THE WONDERFUL MEMORY THAT YOU'VE WRITTEN HERE IN MY HEART
*kisses*

ps: cant wait for the post party!! XD
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you think i dont know what you're heart truly desires.. [29 Feb 2008|03:07am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | GAYA 2008-gajah mada's songs ]

noo.. its not another drama story of my sad and pathetic love life HAHAHA but its the lyrics from GAYA 2008 - gajah mada which is STUCK in my headd..

ALL THE SONGS ARE STUCK IN MY HEAD!

u know..today i thought was kinda off..but then the OSL said that ure show was well not unbelievable but its still on the same line hahaha AND KRISHNA SAID A BIG APPLAUSE TO ALL OF US..

btw.. GAYA 2008: GAJAH MADA IS TODAYYYY!!
GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

I WANT TO ENJOY EVERY SINGLE MINUTE AND MOMENT OF THISSS!!
krn gw truly bakal miss semua inihhh..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

well..ITS SHOW TIME!

more reports to come about the production after party and the show itself..
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

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drama oh drama... [28 Feb 2008|01:18am]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | all music from GAYA 2008 - GAJAH MADA playing in my head ]

today was our rehersal at jubilee hall and alot.. I MEAN A LOT! has happened..

1. gamelan and band did a protest because they we're put behind black screens even though they're on stage.. what's the point of having them if they're putted there? why dont they just play tape instead?!??!

2. gamelan felt that they're underappreciated..they came the earliest, full team..they're told to standby all the time, but they're only given the chance to play once (and its already off schedule..)

3. fil went mad! blocking hour was disastrous.. it took the whole day..caused misery to some ppl..

4. poor bry.. hope that he wont take it too personally

5. I HATE MY MIKE! THEY LITERALLY TAPED..I MEAN THEY USE SCOTCH TAPE AND TAPE THE BLOODY THING TO MY FACE!!!! IT WOULD BE NOTICEABLE GODDAMNIT!!! and it hurts a bit too when i look to my left

EVEN SO....

dunno why but i enjoy every moment of the journey..
the went around backstage..checking on ppl..
helping them putting on their kain batik..
play with begajulans and other in dressing room 3..
taking candid snapshots at everyone HAHA XD
talking and watching ppl..

ITS PRICELESS!

i love our rehersal at ACC.. at that SOB classroom..
at SESS Lv 7 where after that we use to have a jam session... (before the thing happened between me and...)
our majameetings.. the video of all the management teamm..
WE LOVE OUR DIRECTORRR KRISHNAAAAA!!! XD

now.. H-1 SMUKI's GAYA 2008: GAJAH MADA
keep up the strength guys.. ITS ALL GOING TO PAY OFF!!
this will be the greatest production EVERRR!!!

im so excited :)

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hari yang menyenangkann... [26 Feb 2008|11:11pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Kau by Dua ]

walau td pas latian gaya gw merasa jelek..UHUK UHUK padahal diliat sama orang OSL gt..
thoo..today was absolutely terrific!!

hr ini eksekusi LTB.. and i fell in love with robberrr~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....
heeee'sss sooooo cuuuuuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
sumpah gak nahan banget dehhhhh!!!
ud dr lama sih gw berpikir klo dia sweet..ternyata emang benerrr
he's swweeett, fuuny and he has that charm! rili rili..
+ appearently he's good with kids! hahahaha everyone loves him..

PAPA ROBBIIIEEEE!!!
i'll give u a char siew prata if u want.. HAHAHAHA
nooo im not making fun of you..i love you i love you..cross my heart!

latihan gaya pun menyenangkannnnn..
briefing with krish dll after that was also heppi heppiiii!!!
feels like a gossip spree..we're all lying around, making jokes bout the scene..we eve came up with new maja-items which are majapos and majahorse!
WAKAKAKAKAKAKA

GAYA 2008 : H-3
yaiks! udah dekeeeeeeeeeettttt!

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udah lama bgt gak nulis disini.. [20 Feb 2008|11:27am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | prof. neil jones ngomong2 ]

lagi dikelas..krn takut ad yg celingukan
kita pake bahasa ajah..kekeke

udah lama gw gak nulis disni..
masalahnya gak tau juga sih mao nulis apa hahaha
keknya utk story gw, skrg itu gw simpen aj di kompi dan gak gw publish..
entah kenapa gw ngerasa agak canggung just incase tuh tmen gw nemu web gw ini lagih..
cuh!

skrg apa yah yg jadi issue??

lg kelas TWC nih..
KECEWA EUY KECEWAAAAAA!!
i wish i can be a better group member..
wish i can contribute more..
wish i can please my groupmates
*menghela napas*
awwhh well.. mudah2an yg grup project gw lebi bisa contribute!

kelas TWC = ngeliatin jason gabriel
WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA
lumayan cuci mata!

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[25 Jan 2008|03:08pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

AKU MENYESAL TIDAK KE JAVA JAZZ 2007!

ada jamie cullum sama lisa ono..
yiiiiiiiiiiihhh! sebel deh..

pengen dateng ke yg tahun ini..
cm swing out sister gak ada...
john legend gak ada...

uuuuu..tp ada matt bianco..
sm earth wind and fire..
huuuuuuuhh tetsuo sakurai gak ada..

ahhhhhhhhhh bete laaaaaaaaahhh!!!

gmana nih?
gw dtg gak yaaaaaaaa?

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gilak dehh [23 Jan 2008|08:14am]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | cayman island by kings of convinience ]

apa apaan sih nih?

semuanya numpuk...
apa gw yg bikin gw numpuk?
apa cuma perasaan gw yah semuanya numpuk?

padahal gw berniat menjalankan semuanya dengan tegar..
namun nampaknya badai terlalu kencang..



gw mulai nulis lagi nih kyknya..
paling tidak bebanku sedikit berkurang..


ps: heath ledger is dead! ya ampuunnn..ada apa dengan dunia sih?
       ikut mellow seiring dengan hatiku..
       kasian banget dia..

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whoops! [20 Jan 2008|01:37am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | fields of gold by sting ]

hari ini latihan gaya...

seru!

HUAHAHAHAHAHA..
dalam seminggu ini..hari yg paling gw enjoy i have to say today sih..
entah kenapa..
tp kyknya hr ini seru banget hahahahaha

sepulang itu....
kita dtg ke acara welcome bridging by SMUKI
itu jga lumayan okeh kok..

malem ini..
gw rasa ini cetting terlama dan plg banyak cerita antara gw sama dia..
gw ngerasa seneng juga akhirnya dia mau cerita ke gw..walo bukan hal2 yg gimana2 bgt..
plg enggak..dia mau share lah sama gw huehehehehe

sooo..
thank you god for this wonderful today :)

love ya~

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hr iniiihh.. [19 Jan 2008|01:08am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | kau dan aku by nidji ]

okay..
what is it about today?

oh yeah!
gw sempet bete pas miting krn mrk tuh ngomongin satu hal lama banget n gak abis2..
akhirnya pas mrk lg dalam proses pembuatan proposal, gw cao bilang ada grup study..padahal jalan2 sm tmen gw
HUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
lagian gw ud capek sendiri dehh..
miting yg harusnya bisa 3 jam slese..dibikin lama2 coba..
sbenernya grup gw sih enak..cuma kebanyakan kacawnya..kerja agak jadi kurang benar nampaknya..

truss..besok hri ini..
latihan gaya gabungan
which means him playing in the band = he will see me act = me feeling slightly embarassed!
but not to worry... gw kyknya bisa professional kok..
YAY! DIA MAIN GITAR! kekekekekeke~
nyanyi lagii dongg~

aplg yah..
hr ini ngob sm tmen gw..lumayan seru kok..
we talked about mostly him and how he ha changed..
the factors and all..
aneh aja gituhh.. gak expect dia buat jadi kyk gini in such a short period..
satu tahun itu gak berasa loh..

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apa yaaahhh [17 Jan 2008|11:07pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | stuck in the middle by MIKA ]

hmmm..
hari ini ada drama apa yah?

today..gw jadi pengawas gaya..
entah sejak kapan kok gw jadi bersemangat latihan gaya.. HUAHAHAHA which i think is a good thing sih..
since our debut in front of margaret chan is coming up VERY VERY SOON!
gak ada salahnya kan show lil bit of enthusiasm in every practice :) teehee~

siang.. went to the band practice..
mainly because i wanna see him jam.. GYAHAHAHAA
however..it was much more fun than i thought.. jadi ikut2an nyanyi gw cobak hahahaha

malem..went to the scene practice..
gw penge liat si main cast lady.. THE SUPERB ACTRESS! HAHAHAHA yayyness..
emang gak rugi! dia keren banget actingnya..
si hayam wuruk juga okeh..terlalu okeh gw rasa pas adegan ngamuk hahahaha..

cm yg sedih hr ini..
didnt talk much with y 2 guy friend..
dunno why..
are those 2 mad at me or sumthin?
one of them..i think has something that he's not telling me..
on the other hand, yg satu lg gak jelas deh..

sigh..
ada apaan lagi sih nih?

gw jg gak lg ngobrol sama him..
lg mo ngetes.. hr ini gw gak ajk ngobrol.,
nampaknya dia masih gengsi mao nyapa gw duluan.. nyuuuhh!

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pms or me? [16 Jan 2008|11:55pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | selamanya cinta by d'cinnamons ]

geje laah yaaaaaaaaaaaa...

dunno if its me or my pms talking..
but i think today he was a lil bit off..
kinda quiet..and i dunno why..
looks like something has happened to him that i am not aware of..
and i suspect it has something to do with betina..

*sigh*

how long do i have to keep up with this..
... to keep up with you??

if only you can hear me screaming inside..in my heart

dear me..

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kelas TWC..sumpah ngantuk banget.. [16 Jan 2008|09:19am]
[ mood | lethargic ]
[ music | inside and out by Feist ]

dunno what happened to me today..
tapi sumpah yaaaaaaaaaaaa..NGUANTUKNYA TUHHH..NGUAAAAAAAAAAAANNNTUK BANGET!
skrg pas break untung udah lumayan seger..bersama to be with you nya mr.big
HUAAHAHAHAHAHA seger deh gw yg begini2..

another year another drama?
most likely..

kmaren ngobrol2 sama roomie gw..
dia rada2 parno krn kayaknya dia akan berjalan ke arah itu lagi..
hahaha lucu gw sih gw dengernya..dia cepet bgt ilfilnya klo ada guy yg taken interest in her tp dianya tuh biasa ajah..
cuma yg makes me wonder...dia ternyata udah ketemu cowok idaman! HAHAHAHA tp doinya ini anak lokal..
if he had been an indonesian, i would have fallen in love with him..she said..
MAI GOSH LISS.. GO FOR IT!
indonesia is not going to give u guys like that..like RITE NOW!
its.. HERE! AND NOW!
u dont have to jump at him rite away..little steps make huge leap :)

how bout me and him?
i have no idea...
cukup gantung sih keadaan gw..
roomie gw ampe bingung..elo sih sabar banget merr..almost a year!
haha yeahh..im proud of me too XP

was listening to feist..
i love the lyrics..

"...im the girl who loves you..inside and out
backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
i love no other way
what are we gonna do if we lose that fire?"

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HEPPI 1ST BIRTHDAY TO BRIDGING 2007 [15 Jan 2008|10:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

OWH MAI GOSH!

IT HAS BEEN A YEAR!!

ALREADY A YEEAARR!
since we all first met in SMU..

aduuuhh gak kerasa banget yahh..
everything move so fast..

kyknya baru kemaren diagnose test..
kyknya baru kemaren gw pindah ke novena..
kyknya br kemaren tragedi si alissa..
kyknya br kemaren cerita lamanya edbur
kyknya br kemaren panik2 gara2 mario..
banyak kisah dan drama yang terjadi di kehidupan bridging kita inih yang membawa kesedihan, kegembiraan, kekecewaan namun juga penuh dengan cinta.. *aaaawwww...*

i feel so lucky..udah dipertemukan dengan kalian semua..
kalian semua telah mengubah hidupku dan membawa banyak kebahagiaan dalam hidupkuu..
juga untuk orang tertentu yang telah menebarkan benih benih cinta didalam hatikuu..walau kering nih skrg nyuuuhh..
namun..aku tidak pernah menyesal krn aku cinta kamuuu..
AKU CINTA KALIAANNNN!!

AKU CINTA BRIDGING 2007!!!!!

i wish that semoga ditahun2 kedepan..kita masih rukuunn yahh..
walo kita gk dket2 amat..kita tetap satuuu..
mudah2an kita terus sukses di jalan apapun yg kita pilih dan jalani..
keep the faith in what you're doing..dan juga berbahagialah dengan jalan yg telah kamu pilih..
if you're down..we WILL be there for you to hold your hands..

KYAAAAAAAAAAA..LOVE YOU ALL!!
emeppi~

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what went wrong in the first place? [12 Jan 2008|11:32am]
[ mood | sad ]

my father once said to me..
dont waste too much time on friendship... in the end, there is no true friends..

.... and i resent him for saying that

however it got me thinking

is it true?


i'm in a screwed up situation..
our so called little friendship is hanging off the ledge..
i just wanna get it out in the open and get it over with..
if you have a problem, lets solve this together, not choosing silence and kept everyone in the dark..

i think he's mad at me for that..
and i now i think my other 2 friends is thinking of hating me..

god..what's wrong with us?
can we just have a normal friendship goodie goodie life..instead of this already little group of friends and its now getting even more smaller which make me confuse which friend i should be close with?

more over..what has happened to you?
my friend is right..you changed..you have something you're not telling us and it is consuming you..
its consuming me..
what happened to my best friend and the guy i love the most in this world?
please come back...

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one more resolution for 2008.. [09 Jan 2008|08:50pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

CONTROL SINGLISH AND GOOD ENGLISH!

matilah aja klo dicampur aduukk!
singlish kebawa2 terus sama english sehari2 gw..
capek dehh

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my tired mind is sick! [09 Jan 2008|08:41pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | 5th Symphony 1st movement ]

is this me or my jealousy talking?

sejak 3 hari yg lalu..doi ketemu lg sm betinanya..
dan smp saat ini klo pas ngumpul brg dan ada guweee, doi nanyain terus dia dimana..

plis bilang ini cuma pikiran gila yg ada di otak sama hati gw..
apa dia deketin guwe cuma buat nanya2 tentang si betina???

BILANG KE GW KLO INI CUMA PIKIRAN GUWEEE DOANGGG!!!

gw nebak sih kalian berdua bakal bilang..ahh gak mungkinn.
tenang aja lagi..
mungkin lo aj lagi gimana gt...

mungkin..


my mind is playing tricks on me..
capek banget gw hari ini..
baru hari ketiga sekolah coba..
udah penuh jadwal gw satu minggu ini

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[09 Jan 2008|09:26am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

hei hei kalian berdua lagi nyengir2 baca blog gw..

liat juga kalian blog sayaaaaaa..
awas luuu jangan macem2 yaaaaahhh!


ada rencana mau bikin blog juga?
huehehehehehe

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